Loneliness and things


If nothing else, these past few months have been awfully lonesome.  I am not one of those people who cannot spend time alone, far from it, but I pass way too many hours by myself that it is borderline unhealthy.  The fact that I am not in school and unemployed certainly has a lot to do with that.  Now, I am not depressed but my monotonous everyday routine has grown quite boring and unexciting to say the least.  I mean, I am not a home-body who never leaves the house but my social life is definitely sub-par.  Then there is the fact that I am killing time so frequently that it is just absurd.  I do play basketball with some considerable frequency but that is only for so many hours at a time.  I miss having work to do, having a purpose to my days instead of just burning time ALL the time.  It is quite annoying – not to mention the fact that I am penniless.  This is really a bad combination.  I have applied way too many times yet I still do not have a schedule anywhere.  This might change tomorrow, but still only for a part-time 25 hours a week type job that hardly pays anything.

 

On a much more upbeat note, I did get accepted to my college of choice which I will be attending this January 2015.  Whoop, whoop!!  Its about damn time I move out of my house and start my life anew in a land where I do not know a soul.  This will definitely make these last few months disappear quickly into the sands of history before I will even know it.  Most importantly, I will be in a highly desirable school studying an awesome major – PHILOSOPHY ❤ !!!  Best of all, since I already earned my Associates (two-year) Degree I will be able to jump right into classes pertinent to my field of study without having to waste anymore time with general education requirements0.  On a similar note, I have already taken intro to philosophy so I can choose from most 200 and 300 level courses right from the jump which is quite nice too.

 

All in all, my life will take a 180 degree turn come January 1st when I move into my apartment.  Classes begin Monday, January 5th so I will soon be busy.  Thank goodness!!

 

I will do my best to maintain sanity until then.

 

Best,

-Paul

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18 thoughts on “Loneliness and things”

      1. I’m joking! You should start loving your lonliness and creating things to make you not lonely anymore.

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  1. I’m glad that you are taking steps to improve your life! It makes me happy! And thank you for replying to my post 🙂

    Keep smiling, and walk among the stars, love.

    -Nikki

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  2. I’m so proud of you! This is surely wonderful news. Congratulations Paul! Philosophy definitely seems like the degree for you and I know you’re gonna do a kick-ass job in class! I understand the excitement since I resume classes in January as well and yeah life gets dull being out of school so I understand your plight. But thank goodness that things are looking up for you. I really am happy for you 🙂
    xoxo
    – Nicky

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    1. Thanks Nicky!! I cannot wait til January rolls around! Fortunately classes begin January 5th so it is like 2 months away which is not too terrible. Yeah thank goodness is right – I hope they look up for you soon too!! Just hang in there kid, things will change in due time.

      Thanks for dropping by!

      -Paul

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