Freedom from attachment is what I need right now. Freedom from the sorrow, from the life I have known, from all that is known, in order to enter the abyss of the eternal unknown. Maybe this makes no sense, maybe I am incorrect, maybe this, maybe that…whatever. All I know is I have continued to be disappointed with life – my life in particular.
I hope this does not come across as a sob story…
“No chains around my neck but I’m still not free (Marley).” Yeah, that is basically how I feel. Politically that is the reality, but I did not intend for this to be a political post.
Why cannot people just be real? Why is it that it sometimes takes extreme situations for people to reveal their “true colors?” Why can we not be honest with ourselves and others around us? Why?
I am just at a loss for words really. My live is dead at the moment, but there is one piece of good news – I am road-tripping it to California! East Coast to West Coast!!
I’ve heard trips like this change people, which is very welcome at the moment, assuming its positive change we are talking about here. But then again, I do not foresee going to California for the first time as a negative experience. NJ to CA in roughly a week with two planned stops. Just my Uncle and I, a 90’s Toyota SUV equipped with a trailer and a whole lot of miles! This shall really be quite interesting, the journey at least as much so as the destination.
Yeah, so that’s my super condensed little personal life update tidbit for ya.